EXAMS are over and I'm here, sitting in front of the screen typing... Today's kind of a boring day, with no one talking, accompanying me, parents doing work/going out, girlfriend's not there for me and lastly, an irritating brother!! Life really sucks.. Haha, just kidding!I was pondering for quite some time yesterday at 1 am midnight and realized something. Love breeds jealousy! Actually, if we were to think about it, whats the point of LOVE? One of my friend once said this, "relationship is about breaking up, finding another partner and start all over again, its a continuous cycle until you find a right one!" And i argued, "then whats the point of going into a relationship when we know we are going to break up in the future? Its like wasting each other's time!" The reply i got was," You really think she will love you till old?" I was speechless...Yes, indeed, i do hope that we can last but thinking back again, switching back from the Lovey Dovey mindset to reality, Is it possible? I doubt! Who knows what will happen in the future? Believing in your relationship now is indeed important but what if i loosen my grip on this shit and try to relax and give some personal space. Would it be better for me? Will i feel less pressurized and happier? Or am i just too paranoid that i will lose the ones i love? Should i put in more effort and trust? To be honest, I'm not sure...
